life as we know it must come to an end

So I write to you as it’s the last official day of school and it probably couldn’t have been more sad, however I cant even start to think about the pain I and 170 other students will go through as we say our final goodbyes and leave everything that we have ever known and relied on to live. The biggest part of anything, we as young adults have experienced is going to be deleted, a 13-year chunk gone and never to be copy and pasted back into our lives. You know one would assume that with only weeks to go everyone would put their differences aside and become close and just have fun, on the surface it appears that way but the skeleton underneath is being totally broken by people thinking they should voice their opinion on you because they might not ever get a chace to do so in the future. A fun time is actually filled with much hurt and sorrow, tears stream down our faces at the thought of school being over, but what are we actually going to be like when it is? I have two days to brace myself for possibly the saddest day of my life to date. I write this heart filled blog and tears are already streaming and I try not to think about the 1st of October when my life as I know it comes to an abrupt end. I guess you really do find out who your true friends are in times like this and the ones that help you through it are keepers but as for the rest you may as well have never known them at all, because they will be fine to watch you cry and suffer but not actually do anything about it what so ever. I guess this is like a final note on life, as we know it. Friday morning we wake up with a huge pounding head and a rather foul taste but were new people. We are now beginning the biggest challenge that has ever been put to us and as we think we are ready, we walk with our heads held really high, we are quickly bought back down to the level that we hoped we wouldn’t. So as everyone takes a different path, paths that rarely ever meet with any others we begin a different sort a life, one that’s feared. This is me saying goodbye because I can guarantee you that Thursday I wont even be able to say a word because I will be there devastated. So thankyou!